Journal of Quite Insanity

Personality test

Thu, 20 Aug 2009 12:25:02 GMT

You scored 55% I to E, 21% N to S, 10% F to T, and 53% J to P!

Your type is known as the Champion type, which is part of the larger group called idealists. Nothing occurs that does not have some deep and ethical significance in your eyes. You see life as an exciting drama. You are very charismatic, yet tend to be too harsh on yourself for not being as genuine as you think you should be. 3% of the population shares your type.
As a romantic partner, you need to talk about what is going on in your life. You are a strong supporter for your partner's efforts to grow and change and be happy. You need to feel that same support from your partner. Expressive, optimistic, and curious, you are eager to enjoy new experiences with your partner, whom you wish to be your confidant and soul mate, as well as play mate. You are uncomfortable sharing negative emotion, though, and tend to withdraw from confrontation and process your feelings privately. You feel most loved when your partner appreciates your creativity, accepts your uniqueness, and sees you as the compassionate person you are. You need to hear your partner tell you how much you mean to them and would love if they did thoughtful spontaneous things to demonstrate it.

Your group summary: idealists (NF)
Your type summary: ENFP

I'm scared of 13 things

Sun, 22 Jun 2008 03:22:59 GMT

[x] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants

Total so far: 1

[ ] being touched
[x] fire (being burned)
[x] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[x] the ocean (Things that are in the Ocean)
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow

Total so far: 4

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] falling
[x] clowns
[ ] dolls
[x] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes

Total so far: 6

[ ] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[x] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up

Total so far: 11

[x] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[x] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secrets

Total 13 Not to bad

Gypsy

Wed, 26 Sep 2007 22:34:05 GMT

So just a heads up on what is going on in my life. So I am still getting the big "D" sucks but life goes on. I am living part of the week at my sisters and the rest of the week at my friends Rob and Heathers house. At some point soon I will be moving in with them into an apartment, how long that will last I don't know but that is the plan for the moment.

A lot of stuff is going on in my life, and it's pretty up in the air which is why I feel very much like a gypsy at this time. I travel from one place to another never being able to call one home.

Yuck oh well things will get better I know, soon so soon.

Left

Sat, 07 Jul 2007 17:20:20 GMT

So I left my husband on Thursday, ended my mariage of 4 years. I'm in a state of shock, even thouhgt it was my choice I still feel a little lost. My husband Dave is acting strangly calm and thought angry he does not want this to turn ugly. He is not acting at all the way I thought he would. He wants this to be settled cleanly and without fighting. He also would like us to stay friends and does not plan on leaving our group of friends at all.

In a way I am happy about this but also not. I did not want him to have to completly change his life but i was really plaing on him leaving. Now I am going to have to get used to him still being here and how to act around him.

I would like to say I am happy about this but I'm more sad and nervous about what is going to happen with my life now. Oh well I guess i have lots of time to think about it now.

Thu, 31 May 2007 00:09:44 GMT

you are deeppink
#FF1493

Your dominant hues are red and magenta. You love doing your own thing and going on your own adventures, but there are close friends you know you just can't leave behind. You can influence others on days when you're patient, but most times you just want to go out, have fun, and do your own thing.

Your saturation level is high - you get into life and have a strong personality. Everyone you meet will either love you or hate you - either way, your goal is to get them to change the world with you. You are very hard working and don't have much patience for people without your initiative.

Your outlook on life is very bright. You are sunny and optimistic about life and others find it very encouraging, but remember to tone it down if you sense irritation.

the spacefem.com html color quiz

BABY!!!

Fri, 25 May 2007 18:19:51 GMT

Great news my sister had her baby May 24 9:37am, Mina Rose 7 pounds 2 oz. Yippie, yippie my sister and her baby are both doing and fine and I am happy to be a Aunt!!

Work

Tue, 08 May 2007 03:25:52 GMT

I have been really busy lately so I have not been able to post at all. I got a new job at HSBC and I am loving it, I am so sick of crappy jobs and this seems like it will get me where I want to be.

My sister is going to be having her baby very soon and I am so excited I can't belive it, the only think that would make me happier is if I was pregnant to. Someday but right now I have my sister and that's what I am focusing on.

Love this quiz

Sun, 25 Feb 2007 15:24:22 GMT

Your results:
You are Kaylee Frye (Ship Mechanic)

Kaylee Frye (Ship Mechanic)		95%
Zoe Washburne (Second-in-command)		80%
Wash (Ship Pilot)		60%
Inara Serra (Companion)		60%
Derrial Book (Shepherd)		55%
River (Stowaway)		45%
Malcolm Reynolds (Captain)		40%
Dr. Simon Tam (Ship Medic)		40%
Alliance		40%
Jayne Cobb (Mercenary)		30%
A Reaver (Cannibal)		10%

You are good at fixing things.
You are usually cheerful.
You appreciate being treated
with delicacy and specialness.

Click here to take the Serenity Firefly Personality Test

Tue, 02 Jan 2007 17:44:58 GMT

In 2007, catanya25 resolves to...

Find a better anime.
Go gaming three times a week.
Put fifty movies a month into my savings account.
Apply for a new manga.
Give up reading.
Go to the kupo114s every month.

Catching up

Tue, 05 Dec 2006 15:36:58 GMT

Have not posted in awhile sorry been busy I guess, This are great. My husband finally got a job yippie, we are now living in our own place again, and I am back in buffalo my favorite place. I think that I am happiest about being close to my gaming group of friends because it's nice being able to hang out with them on none gaming days. Feeling sort of lazy now not going to make this post too long, love ya all.

New Blog

Tue, 05 Sep 2006 16:12:08 GMT

Well I started a blog on blogger because my work has yet to block that site so you can catch me there for more up to date stuff. If I can't post here I will post there. I am going to be moving soon yippie and my husband has got a job interview tomorrow which should hopefully go well. Good luck to all in what every you do today.

Stuff 2!

Fri, 18 Aug 2006 16:30:56 GMT

Which Egyptian Goddess is in your Soul ( WITH BEAUTIFULL PICTURES and a myth with each outcome)

The goddess in your soul is Bast. She is the protector of all animals especially cats. People say that when they discovered her temple in Heliopolis there were a huge ammount of cats in it. She is represented as a cat herselve too.
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ARGGGGGGG!

Fri, 18 Aug 2006 16:26:29 GMT

Well my work no longer lets me go to this site, so I can only post when I'm at the library. Life has been suck I so can't wait to move out. I'm sick of not being able to answer my door or my phone, I don't want to feel traped in my house. Dave and I are looking at places in Buffalo and I think that we will move soon, very soon. Well thats all other then my utter frustration so bye.

So me

Sat, 12 Aug 2006 00:22:15 GMT

What kind of spirit will you become? ( With great pic's)

You will become a Water spirit. You are very sensitive and caring. people like you because you have a very calm appearance. You love the seas and lakes becuase they relax you. Remember that people are only people and they can't tell you what to do, so don't always try to please them and leave some time for youselve. But besides that you are the best friend that anyone can ever have.
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Stuff

Fri, 11 Aug 2006 16:39:07 GMT

Well again my weekend was great I loved seeing the sights. Last year there was this cool tentacle that dressed up as a Vash tentacle, and this year he dressed up as a Zelda tentacle it was great. The dealer room was amazing tons of dealers and I got a picture drawn by Piro from Megatokyo and Hawk from Applegeeks. We got in line for the dealers room early so we where waiting for like 3 hours but we where like the first persons in. It was cool because so many people had the Nintendo DS so they where all playing with one another in line.

My husband Dave had a good time even thought he drove me crazy with the driving at points. Our friend Matlock came too and he was a great traveling partner. The one thing we where sad about was that we could not find a Waffle House, we so wanted to eat there. We did find this great Mall thought it was freakin huge. It had a movie theater called Movieco, which had giant columns out front with Egyptian Hieroglyphics on them. It also had a Medieval times I loved it, if we had had time we could have so spent a day there. Oh the next Otakon is going to be on July 20th trough the 22nd of 2007.

Well thats all I'm going to say about that unless I can think of something else cool at some later date.

Well I'm back to work now which I hate but I guess I will live. I miss all my friends for gaming but they will have to wait for next weekend because this one I have a weeding to go to and Autumn and Eric are going to Gencon. My friend Harmony is supposed to be coming down in September and I so can't wait I miss her lots since I can't call her because I have no freakin phone, ugggg. Oh well that's enough for today, hehe.

It's over!

Fri, 11 Aug 2006 02:28:40 GMT

Otakon is over, in some ways I am happy in other ways I am realy sad. The weekend was really great so many cool cosplayers and things to do. The rentel car we got was amazing my husband Dave wants to by one now, it was a chevy Malibu. The Hotel sucked but manily for little anoying reasons like no game hook up and stuff. I can't wait till next year, yippie to all.

2 More Days!

Mon, 31 Jul 2006 23:53:07 GMT

Only 2 more days to Otakon, happy happy I am! Got the car got the hotel and got the registration.

My weekend was hectic but fun, spent time with Rob and Heather at there house playing Battlemec and High level D&D it was great. The only bad thing that happened was my front driver side door window was broken and I don't know how. Sadness sadness!

Oh well that's all for now I will write more before I leave yippie.

Oh what a great Weekend!

Mon, 17 Jul 2006 23:51:43 GMT

Man midland was great I had the best time.

We all got there really early so we put up our tents and shot the shit for the rest of the night. Everything was great until it started raining at about 2 in the morning, that’s when a river ran thought my tent. Not for real but my tent did leak a lot so we ended up having to sleep in the car. In the morning it stopped raining and we started to get ready to kick some butt. I got to go on a tunnel crawl; unfortunately I did not get to finish it because our lock pick person could not get the lock. It was still a fantastic event I was so happy I went.

Weekend!!!!

Fri, 14 Jul 2006 14:14:49 GMT

Yippiee friday has finally come, my last day of training.

All my midland stuff is crammed into my car and I can't wait to kick some butt and take some names. I just hope that we don't get lost, its in a new place this time.

Life's ok I am so sick of being the middle man between my husband and my mother it is driving me crazy. My husband is always saying stuff to her that makes her mad and then she says something and I have to smooth it all out. I so can not wait to move out to my own place again, Dave so needs to get a damn job.

Otakon is coming up I finally rented a car thank god and all I need now is to register for the con it's self. I so can't wait to go I am going to have so much fun watch bad asian movie's, learning to play go and going to the dealers room.

Oh well off I go again.

Monkeys!!

Wed, 12 Jul 2006 13:53:10 GMT

Well I am at work again yippie. Taking calls as we speak, trying not to fall asleep.

Went to see Pirate's this weekend it was fantastic. I have now idea what is wrong with the critics, one complained that the story line was to complicated. In the next sentence he stated that only a ten year old would understand it because an adult would not have the patience to follow it. A ten your old has the attention span of like ten seconds, if he can get it so should you, duh!

My fan in my room broke so my room is hot hot. The weather is supposed to be really hot this weekend so I am so happy I am going to be doing Midland. A whole weekend of killing and role-playing I am so happy.

Well back to work I must go Byes.

Cool Questions

Tue, 11 Jul 2006 19:34:26 GMT

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

✓ I miss somebody right now.	✓ I don't watch much TV these days.	✓ I own lots of books.
✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses.	✓ I love to play video games.	× I've tried marijuana.
✓ I've watched porn movies.	× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.	✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
✓ I curse sometimes.	✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.	× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

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× I have broken someone's bones. (My sister fell from her bed and broke her arm when I threw a doll for her to catch so I guess yes.)	✓ I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.	× I hate the rain.
✓ I'm paranoid at times.	✓ I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.	✓ I need/want money right now.
✓ I love sushi.	× I talk really, really fast.	× I have fresh breath in the morning.
✓ I have long hair.	× I have lost money in Las Vegas.	✓ I have at least one sibling.
× I was born in a country outside of the U.S.	✓ I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.	× I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
✓ I like the way that I look.	× I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.	× I am usually pessimistic.
× I have a lot of mood swings.	✓ I think prostitution should be legalized.	× I slept with a roommate.
✓ I have a hidden talent.	✓ I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.	✓ I have a lot of friends.
✓ I have pecked someone of the same sex.	× I enjoy talking on the phone.	× I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
✓ I love to shop and/or window shop.	× I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.	× I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
× I have a mobile phone.	× I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.	✓ I've rejected someone before.
✓ I currently like/love someone.	× I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.	✓ I want to have children in the future.
✓ I have changed a diaper before.	× I've called the cops on a friend before.	× I'm not allergic to anything.
✓ I have a lot to learn.	× I am shy around the opposite sex.	× I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
× I have at least 5 away messages saved.	✓ I have tried alcohol or drugs before.	× I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
✓ I own the "South Park" movie.	× I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.	✓ I enjoy some country music.
✓ I would die for my best friends.	× I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.	× I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
× I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. (Not the candy part but I love the costumes)	× I have dated a close friend's ex.	✓ I am happy at this moment.
× I'm obsessed with guys.	✓ Democrat.	× Republican.
✓ I don't even know what I am.	× I am punk rockish.	× I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
× I study for tests most of the time.	× I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.	× I can work on a car.
× I love my job(s).	✓ I am comfortable with who I am right now.	× I have more than just my ears pierced.
✓ I walk barefoot wherever I can.	× I have jumped off a bridge.	× I love sea turtles.
× I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.	× I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.	× I am proficient on a musical instrument.
× I hate office jobs.	× I went to college out of state.	× I am adopted.
× I am a pyro.	× I have thrown up from crying too much.	× I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
× I fall for the worst people.	× I adore bright colours.	× I usually like covers better than originals.
× I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.	✓ I can pick up things with my toes.	× I can't whistle.
✓ I have ridden/owned a horse.	✓ I still have every journal I've ever written in.	✓ I talk in my sleep.
✓ I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century. (I was ment for the 1600-1700's)	× I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.	✓ I wear a toe ring.
× I have a tattoo.	✓ I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.	× I am a caffeine junkie.
× I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.	× If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.	× I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
× I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.	× I'm an artist.	× I am ambidextrous.
× I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed.	× If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.	× I have terrible teeth.
× I hate my toes.	× I did this meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me.	× I have more friends on the internet than in real life.
× I have lived in either three different states or countries.	× I am extremely flexible.	× I love hugs more than kisses.
× I want to own my own business.	× I smoke.	× I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else.
✓ Nobody has ever said I'm normal.	✓ Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.	× I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons.
✓ I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.	✓ I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me.	✓ I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.
× I have played strip poker with someone else before.	× I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.	✓ I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.
✓ I can't stand being alone. (I'm a twin it's hard)	× I have at least one obsession at any given time.	× I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again.
× I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.	× I'm a judgmental asshole.	× I'm a HUGE drama-queen.
× I have travelled on more than one continent.	× I sometimes wish my father would just disappear.	× I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.
× I am a Libertarian.	× I can speak more than one language.	× I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.
✓ I would rather read than watch TV.	× I like reading fact more than fiction.	× I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.
× I have no piercings.	× I have spent the night in a train station or other public place.	× I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried.
× I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.	× There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it.	× I like most animals better than most people.
× I own a collection of retro games consoles.	× The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver.	× I have hit someone with a dead fish.
× I am compulsively honest.	× I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.	× I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers.
× I have gone from wishing I was a girl to revelling in being a boy to feeling like a girl again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex.	✓ I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.	× I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.
✓ I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.	× I dislike milk.	× I obsessively wash my hands.
× I always carry something significant around with me.	× Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.	× I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.
× Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother.	× I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document.	× I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird.
× I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time.	× Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed.	× I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won.
× I do not 'get' most comedy acts.	✓ I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing.	× I don't like to chew gum.
× I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it.	× I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car.	× I had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years.
× I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other.	✓ I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly.	✓ I love to sing.
× I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up.	✓ I have a custom-built computer.	× I want to create a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it.
× I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human.	× I've gone skinny-dipping.	✓ I've performed in three plays.
× I enjoy burritos.	× I'm Irish and loving it.	✓ I have a thing for redheads.
✓ I am a twin!	× Most of the times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'.	× Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed before I move on to something else.
✓ I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes.	× I sleep more than 12 hours a day.	× I wish I could be prouder of what I've accomplished, but it's never enough.
× I need more time to myself.	× I wish I was more open-minded.	× I hope that I go really prematurely grey.
✓ I download songs from the internet.	× I've just reenacted chapter 58 of Death Note with my best friend.	× I say random things to freak people out.
× I'm still a little mad about the ending of Death Note.	✓ I love playing Truth or Dare.	× I love listening to slow music, but I hate singing to it.
× Music helps me remember that I am not alone.	× Playing my favorite sport makes me temporarily forget my problems.	× I think this survey is particularly long.
× I prefer my LJ friends to my real-life ones.	× I can only hate someone that I love.	× I've ordered an extra two shots of espresso to an Americano at Starbucks.

Silly stuff

Tue, 11 Jul 2006 16:27:40 GMT

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are a wanderer. You constantly long for a new adventure, challenge, or eve a completely different life.

You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds.

You believe that people see you as a bit small and insignificant. People pay more attention to you than you think.

Your near future is still unknown, and a little scary. You'll get through wild times - and you'll textually enjoy it.

For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

Inside the Room of Your Soul

The Movie Of Your Life Is A Cult Classic

Quirky, offbeat, and even a little campy - your life appeals to a select few.
But if someone's obsessed with you, look out! Your fans are downright freaky.

Your best movie matches: Office Space, Showgirls, The Big Lebowski

If Your Life Was a Movie, What Genre Would It Be?

Your Birthdate: November 7

You are an island. You don't need anyone else to make you happy.
And though you see yourself as a loner, people are drawn to you.
Deep and sensitive, you tend to impress others with your insights.
You also tend to be psychic - so listen to that inner voice!

Your strength: Your self sufficiency

Your weakness: You despise authority

Your power color: Maroon

Your power symbol: Hammer

Your power month: July

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Tue, 11 Jul 2006 14:22:33 GMT

You Are Sunrise

You enjoy living a slow, fulfilling life. You enjoy living every moment, no matter how ordinary.
You are a person of reflection and meditation. You start and end every day by looking inward.
Caring and giving, you enjoy making people happy. You're often cooking for friends or buying them gifts.
All in all, you know how to love life for what it is - not for how it should be.

What Time Of Day Are You?

Working

Tue, 11 Jul 2006 14:00:29 GMT

I am siting at work bored out of mind.

Things have been ok busy but ok, my husband is out of work so money is tight. My friend Harmony moved a way, I could kick her the silly head so I have no girl friend's I can talk to.

Gaming is great we have such a good group, and both our games (we alternated, a different campaign every other week)are so much fun. We have a d&d game going which I get to kick butt as a Cleric, and a Gurps supers game where we are investigating a strange town.

Otakon is coming up and I just can't wait, we have about five people coming right now which will really help with the cost. I wish I could cosplay but I so do not have money for that, so gamer t-shirts it is. Plus silly hats with ears I think, hehe.

Oh well more later I think BYes.